I am part of the chaos, it isn't separate from me. Separation is a false sense of security and order. Life is messy and juicy and beautiful and painful all at once, you can't choose the parts you want. It's a package deal. We are built to survive and thrive in chaos and silence, they are the same. We are the same. Resilience is our gift, our calling. To get deep into the unknown and come back home whole. Whole.